I have always been troubled by this power G-d has to revivify the dead. It freaks me out, just to be really up front.

But yesterday I had a thought, after all I have been through in the last month, I have been feeling dead inside. Like everything takes 100000 times the effort, I am walking through molasses, and I have no more soul inside. It is hidden behind klippot of extraordinary thickness.

Then yesterday I had a little light go off: the power of the words of G-d are that they can have so many meanings. These exact same words that I used to roll my eyes at suddenly took on a very different meaning: G-d have the love, power, and might to ‘raise’ me from me current ‘death’.